Friday, December 18, 2009

Been A While....

But I guess it doesn't matter considering I have THREE followers, anyways man I been caught up in college, and really caught up working on my songs so I can record them for my mixtape "The Truth Hurts", umm I'm already on Xmas break, about to cut it short and go home today because I seen a MOUSE LAST NIGHT IN MY SUNFLOWER SEED BAG ON MY RADIATOR RIGHT BEHIND MY PC DESK. I absolutely HATE this college. Who doesn't? SMH anyways man, holla @ me on twitter and follow me since I'm on my fone more http://www.twitter.com if you haven't, sub me on youtube @ http://www.youtube.com/user/truegamer4ever , and I even got a vid up for the ladies ; )

btw, just ordered a TON of stuff, so expect some really hot beats comin in the next month!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Mr.Invisible

When I speak nobody hears,
And I would cry for myself but I don't have enough tears,
Trying to turn my life around but got no wheel to steer,
I would really be sane if someone really cared,
And I could never hide my personality it always shows,
I'm peeking over the overcoming wall on my tippy-toes,
When I talk my voice disappears with the wind,
I even tried to communicate through text but it wouldn't let me send,
No invitations, as if they forgot,
They looked straight at number two when I was the number one spot,
When I do favors I don't even get a thanks,
When my picture's in the newspaper it shows up blank,
I'm screaming for attention they keep looking around,
Waving my arms crazy, jumping off of the ground,
When I fall back and slow my pace they walk faster,
As if they want to get away from the lonely disaster,
I wonder if I die if anyone will miss me dearly,
Or if the newspaper would forget to put it in the obituary,
I wonder if anyone would come to my funeral and speak,
But you can't talk about someone that you could never see...

I Want A Girl...

I want a girl who know what she wants in life,
Nobody w/ drama but a girl so sweet and nice,
That's smart and shows she's independent,
I know I'm the one but her heart im going to win it,
Whenever I'm depressed, maybe feeling sad or down,
She would call me and pick me up off of the ground,
She would say the right things I would need to hear,
And when no ones around she's always right there,
I could trust that she wouldn't cheat, lie, or do wrong,
Her kisses writing the lyrics to my heart that sings the song,
A girl who's pretty and has her own style,
She's a leader not a follower she's calm and not wild,
But she's also outgoing and loves to have fun,
A girl like that I wish I could have one,
She's funny and got a good sense of humor that's a plus,
She's doing something positive in her life, that's a must,
She believes in God, even better if she's a christian,
She needs to come into my arms so that I could stop wishing,
I need a girl I could tell my life too,
The one I tell that I trust and I mean it for the first time,
Explain my life to her, why im the way I am, why I'm so heartless,
And she would understand and be there regardless,
I would treat her right I had bad experiences in the past,
But of course they were bad so that's the reason they didn't last,
I wouldn't be no player or try to cheat or initiate something,
I would keep it real with her she would never catch me fronting,
She's straight, bisexuality's a turn-off to me,
She likes me for me, K-w-a-m-e,
But for now I guess girls like that don't exist,
So for right now I sit at my window looking @ the shooting star making a wish....

Questions & Answers

That girl over there, she don't know what she missing,
And that other girl gave no second thought about who she kissing,
If a girl don't feel me then she hath no touch,
And if she don't love me she must not love the truth that much,
Real guys walk past girls who got lies and know what to choose
I'm in the love boat on the lust ocean and got no abstain paddle to use,
But if you really wanna know what goes through my brain,
You'll need a sonogram, blank paper, and tropical rain,
Got my moms screaming "Kwame Don't Waste Ya Life!",
Forget this world I rather waste it on Jesus Christ,
Got people grinding in the hood if they not then they in prison,
Barely surpassing second and third now that they ain't finish the first division,
Expensive chains and watches, white tee's and air force 1's,
Uncensored puns, showing guns to they daughters and sons,
Education threw away they sitting in the crowd watching everyone succeed but them,
They choose to live in grief, sorrow, and sin,
We all brothers and sisters just got the slave masters last name,
Now we lazy and under-achieved you got no one to blame, but yourself,
Get a job to support your kids, and treat them right,
They outside unsupervised running around from day to night,
If in God we trust why is the world revolve around dollars and change,
Why a black man had to steal the car because he riding in a dubbed out range,
Why do "good Samaritans" always caught in a bad rap,
Why the prostitutes can't get a warning why they got to get a slap,
Why do women expose themselves just to pay some bills,
Why don't people believe Jesus saves but Satan kills?
You can't spend eternity in the hood doing the same thing,
My heart forgot the words of the love song it used to sing,
Diseases spreading, sickness everywhere, seasons changing, niggas in heavy gear,
Guerrillas warfare in Afghan and everywhere,
The president making changes to help us out of this financial jam,
Yet the critics attack him daily because he's a black man,
But when Bush was in office everyone supported his evil doing,
His war pursuing and America he was ruining,
And everybody acting fine and dandy,
I'd rather trust the stranger then the candy, drink tap water before the brandy,
How to catch a predator ironic how the pedophiles seen the show,
But still hop in they car to meet a young girl that they don't know,
This world is crazy I have a feeling that the end is coming soon,
But every 5 seconds a babies born out its mothers womb,
That special girl in my life where could she be,
Wanna know if she got my myspace message so I check it and see,
As disappointment fills me, I see you everyday and I stop and stare,
But that's as far as I got, so I'll stop right here.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Check Out My Beats & Songs!

If you guys didn't know, I make beats and write songs, although mainly beats, but yea go check them out. I only lease I don't sell exclusive YET, so if your interested then holla at me. If not...I doubt that option would occur. Leave feedback! Thanks!