What's A Man To Do. . .

Been A While....

2009-12-18T11:38:00.002-05:00

But I guess it doesn't matter considering I have THREE followers, anyways man I been caught up in college, and really caught up working on my songs so I can record them for my mixtape "The Truth Hurts", umm I'm already on Xmas break, about to cut it short and go home today because I seen a MOUSE LAST NIGHT IN MY SUNFLOWER SEED BAG ON MY RADIATOR RIGHT BEHIND MY PC DESK. I absolutely HATE this college. Who doesn't? SMH anyways man, holla @ me on twitter and follow me since I'm on my fone more http://www.twitter.com if you haven't, sub me on youtube @ http://www.youtube.com/user/truegamer4ever , and I even got a vid up for the ladies ; )

btw, just ordered a TON of stuff, so expect some really hot beats comin in the next month!!

Mr.Invisible

2009-10-09T03:16:00.002-04:00

When I speak nobody hears,
And I would cry for myself but I don't have enough tears,
Trying to turn my life around but got no wheel to steer,
I would really be sane if someone really cared,
And I could never hide my personality it always shows,
I'm peeking over the overcoming wall on my tippy-toes,
When I talk my voice disappears with the wind,
I even tried to communicate through text but it wouldn't let me send,
No invitations, as if they forgot,
They looked straight at number two when I was the number one spot,
When I do favors I don't even get a thanks,
When my picture's in the newspaper it shows up blank,
I'm screaming for attention they keep looking around,
Waving my arms crazy, jumping off of the ground,
When I fall back and slow my pace they walk faster,
As if they want to get away from the lonely disaster,
I wonder if I die if anyone will miss me dearly,
Or if the newspaper would forget to put it in the obituary,
I wonder if anyone would come to my funeral and speak,
But you can't talk about someone that you could never see...

I Want A Girl...

2009-10-09T03:15:00.001-04:00

I want a girl who know what she wants in life,
Nobody w/ drama but a girl so sweet and nice,
That's smart and shows she's independent,
I know I'm the one but her heart im going to win it,
Whenever I'm depressed, maybe feeling sad or down,
She would call me and pick me up off of the ground,
She would say the right things I would need to hear,
And when no ones around she's always right there,
I could trust that she wouldn't cheat, lie, or do wrong,
Her kisses writing the lyrics to my heart that sings the song,
A girl who's pretty and has her own style,
She's a leader not a follower she's calm and not wild,
But she's also outgoing and loves to have fun,
A girl like that I wish I could have one,
She's funny and got a good sense of humor that's a plus,
She's doing something positive in her life, that's a must,
She believes in God, even better if she's a christian,
She needs to come into my arms so that I could stop wishing,
I need a girl I could tell my life too,
The one I tell that I trust and I mean it for the first time,
Explain my life to her, why im the way I am, why I'm so heartless,
And she would understand and be there regardless,
I would treat her right I had bad experiences in the past,
But of course they were bad so that's the reason they didn't last,
I wouldn't be no player or try to cheat or initiate something,
I would keep it real with her she would never catch me fronting,
She's straight, bisexuality's a turn-off to me,
She likes me for me, K-w-a-m-e,
But for now I guess girls like that don't exist,
So for right now I sit at my window looking @ the shooting star making a wish....

Questions & Answers

2009-10-09T03:13:00.001-04:00

That girl over there, she don't know what she missing,
And that other girl gave no second thought about who she kissing,
If a girl don't feel me then she hath no touch,
And if she don't love me she must not love the truth that much,
Real guys walk past girls who got lies and know what to choose
I'm in the love boat on the lust ocean and got no abstain paddle to use,
But if you really wanna know what goes through my brain,
You'll need a sonogram, blank paper, and tropical rain,
Got my moms screaming "Kwame Don't Waste Ya Life!",
Forget this world I rather waste it on Jesus Christ,
Got people grinding in the hood if they not then they in prison,
Barely surpassing second and third now that they ain't finish the first division,
Expensive chains and watches, white tee's and air force 1's,
Uncensored puns, showing guns to they daughters and sons,
Education threw away they sitting in the crowd watching everyone succeed but them,
They choose to live in grief, sorrow, and sin,
We all brothers and sisters just got the slave masters last name,
Now we lazy and under-achieved you got no one to blame, but yourself,
Get a job to support your kids, and treat them right,
They outside unsupervised running around from day to night,
If in God we trust why is the world revolve around dollars and change,
Why a black man had to steal the car because he riding in a dubbed out range,
Why do "good Samaritans" always caught in a bad rap,
Why the prostitutes can't get a warning why they got to get a slap,
Why do women expose themselves just to pay some bills,
Why don't people believe Jesus saves but Satan kills?
You can't spend eternity in the hood doing the same thing,
My heart forgot the words of the love song it used to sing,
Diseases spreading, sickness everywhere, seasons changing, niggas in heavy gear,
Guerrillas warfare in Afghan and everywhere,
The president making changes to help us out of this financial jam,
Yet the critics attack him daily because he's a black man,
But when Bush was in office everyone supported his evil doing,
His war pursuing and America he was ruining,
And everybody acting fine and dandy,
I'd rather trust the stranger then the candy, drink tap water before the brandy,
How to catch a predator ironic how the pedophiles seen the show,
But still hop in they car to meet a young girl that they don't know,
This world is crazy I have a feeling that the end is coming soon,
But every 5 seconds a babies born out its mothers womb,
That special girl in my life where could she be,
Wanna know if she got my myspace message so I check it and see,
As disappointment fills me, I see you everyday and I stop and stare,
But that's as far as I got, so I'll stop right here.

Check Out My Beats & Songs!

2009-10-08T15:40:00.001-04:00

If you guys didn't know, I make beats and write songs, although mainly beats, but yea go check them out. I only lease I don't sell exclusive YET, so if your interested then holla at me. If not...I doubt that option would occur. Leave feedback! Thanks!

Short Thoughts.

2009-10-08T15:22:00.004-04:00

Curiousity killed the cat but that's a lie it can't die because it has nine lives,

These events in my life are happening so fast reminding me of the past and I don't know why,

This confusion in my mind is right behind all the questions that I have to ask but there is nobody to answer back,

So I'm sitting here writing a worthless poem that no one will ever read and the rest they will just leave alone,

Doing all these things out of anger and then realizing my mistake but by then I'm in too deep it's too late,

Reading the newspaper everyday wondering if my family will see me in there the next day,

My life is so crazy not even a psych ward could help,

So I'm swimming in first division of troubled water like Michael Phelps,

I have no reason to even continue these lines,

My heart bled, my brains dead, so I think it's about that time.

I Want A Girl..

2009-09-29T01:06:00.001-04:00

I want a girl who know what she wants in life,
Nobody w/ drama but a girl so sweet and nice,
That's smart and shows she's independent,
I know im the one but her heart im going to win it,
Whenever im depressed, maybe feeling sad or down,
She would call me and pick me up off of the ground,
She would say the right things I would need to hear,
And when no ones around she's always right there,
I could trust that she wouldn't cheat, lie, or do wrong,
Her kisses writing the lyrics to my heart that sings the song,
A girl who's pretty and has her own style,
She's a leader not a follower she's calm and not wild,
But she's also outgoing and loves to have fun,
A girl like that I wish I could have one,
She's funny and got a good sense of humor that's a plus,
She's doing something positive in her life, that's a must,
She believes in God, even better if she's a christian,
She needs to come into my arms so that I could stop wishing,
I need a girl I could tell my life too,
The one I tell that I trust and I mean it for the first time,
Explain my life to her, why im the way I am, why im so heartless,
And she would understand and be there regardless,
I would treat her right I had bad experiences in the past,
But of course they were bad so that's the reason they didn't last,
I wouldn't be no player or try to cheat or initiate something,
I would keep it real with her she would never catch me frontin,
She's straight, bisexuality's a turn-off to me,
She likes me for me, K-w-a-m-e,
But for now I guess girls like that don't exist,
So for right now I sit at my window looking @ the shooting star making a wish....

For This Special Girl

2009-09-29T01:04:00.001-04:00

1st off...Hello, nice to meet you my name is Fresh,
I hope you have a oxygen tank I'm about to take away your breath
Every time I see your beauty falls on me,
And anyone to let you go would take a big loss see,
Your personality rare like UFO in the air,
Floating on love name the place I'll take you there,
No pain, no hurt, no crying, no tears,
Compliment your vast beauty in anything that you wear,
Share, the last piece of the accomplishing cake,
I heard I make u feel warm inside so your heart started to bake,
And I'll be there even when you don't think I am,
Cool spray of love ocean waves on our bodies on the infatuated sand,
And you can ask for advice whenever you like,
If you feeling low I can you high like a kite,
Unless It's for your love then I don't wanna fight,
I have trusting dessert and I'm trying get you to bite,
So many miles between can't stop the connection so close,
Into the good life as my wife that we toast,
Your beauty amazing in some many ways,
Beauty I wouldn't mind waking up on so many days,
When I'm walking down dark corridors of loneliness you bring light,
Your so amazing you can even make my day in the NIGHT,
Run in my arms with butterflies I hold you so tight,
We walked to the end of cliff, fell in love ,even though your afraid of heights,
And I could never lie to you or hurt you in anyway,
I'm trying to get you to see that in this picture I'm trying to portray,
So what I'm trying to say in this poem today,
Is your my everything I wouldn't have it no other way.

Random Thoughts

2009-09-27T20:42:00.002-04:00

She said I'm too secretive she doesn't know what I'm about,
I told her I don't know what love is girls never gave me a chance to find out,
I looked at the forest of happiness and took the tree most thick,
But somehow I still got the short end of the stick,
In the mist of the confusion I was to blind to see my dream,
Desperately needed a love fix for I am a fiend,
The hurt, the pain, the hunger, the lost,
Working my brain hard as if my mind was the boss,
Trying to clean the stains of guilt off of my clothes,
Repeating my story of hurt they act as if they don't know,
But every time I try to talk they act as though they don't want to hear,
I walk besides you to keep you safe you act as if I'm never there,
What does it take to get noticed in this world of corruption,
How much longer do I have to love myself,
If just one person cared, and another would just be there,
I could move out of paradise of pain to somewhere else,
Everyone that once pretended to care, was just there,
To stare and judge and then wait for the tears,
These are just random thoughts that I'm thinking at the time,
So read it and let it apply to every person you pass by.

Who Will Cry For The Little Boy? (Antwone Fisher Version Re-made)

2009-08-23T13:51:00.004-04:00

Who will cry for the little boy who hurts so much inside,
who will cry for the little boy who doesn't remember how to smile,
Who will cry for the little boy who has no one there,
Who will cry for the little boy when no one seems to care,
Who will cry for the little boy who once went through every type of abuse,
Who will cry for the little boy who to mankind serves no longer a use,
Who will cry for the little boy who's used to depression,
Who will cry for the little boy who never had peaceful resting,
Who will cry for the little boy who never could find love,
who will cry for the little boy who will give him a hug,
who will tell him everythings OK and that their there to stay,
who will travel lifes journey with him and won't fall astray
Who will love him and cherish him for that is all he wants,
who will encourage him and tel him he's smart whenever he feels like a dunce,
Who will kiss him and hold him day and night and make him feel secure,
Who will motivate him to achieve when no longer the pressure he can endure,
No one will cry for the little boy for they won't waste their tears,
No one will be by the little boys side for they'd wish they were never there,
No one ever kept the little boy they felt as they didn't care,
So 18 years even the little boy couldn't cry for himself because he ran out of tears,

No one would rescue the little boy out of the troubled ocean...

Everyone took the little boy to the wrong path so he has yet to find his emotions......

Who will cry for the little boy?

2009-08-13T22:35:00.002-04:00

The Fresh Player.

2009-08-13T14:21:00.009-04:00

2009-08-06T23:32:00.001-04:00

Who Knows?

2009-08-06T21:33:00.001-04:00

That girl over there, she don't know what she missing,
And that other girl gave no second thought about who she kissing,
If a girl don't feel me then she hath no touch,
And if she don't love me she must not love the truth that much,
Real guys walk past girls who got lies and know what to choose
I'm in the love boat on the lust ocean and got no abstain paddle to use,
But if you really wanna know what goes through my brain,
You'll need a sonagram, blank paper, and tropical rain,
Got my moms screamin "Kwame Don't Waste Ya Life!",
Forget this world I rather waste it on Jesus Christ,
Got people grinding in the hood if they not then they in prison,
Barely surpassing second and third now that they ain't finish the first division,
Expensive chains and watches, white tee's and air force 1's,
Uncensored puns, showing guns to they daughters and sons,
Education threw away they sitting in the crowd watching everyone succeed but them,
They choose to live in grief, sorrow, and sin,
We all brothers and sisters just got the slave masters last name,
Now we lazy and under-achieved you got no one to blame, but yourself,
Get a job to support your kids, and treat them right,
They outside unsupervised running around from day to night,
If in God we trust why is the world revolve around dollars and change,
Why a black man had to steal the car because he riding in a dubbed out range,
Why do "good samaritans" always caught in a bad rap,
Why the prostitutes can't get a warning why they got to get a slap,
Why do women expose themselves just to pay some bills,
Why don't people believe Jesus saves but Satan kills?
You can't spend eternity in the hood doing the same thing,
My heart forgot the words of the love song it used to sing,
Diseases spreading, sickness everywhere, seasons changing, niggas in heavy gear,
Guerillas warfare in Afghan and everywhere,
The president making changes to help us out of this financial jam,
Yet the critics attack him daily because he's a black man,
But when Bush was in office everyone supported his evil doing,
His war pursuing and America he was ruining,
And everybody acting fine and dandy,
I'd rather trust the stranger then the candy, drink tap water before the brandy,
How to catch a predator ironic how the pedo's seen the show,
But still hop in they car to meet a young girl that they don't know,
This world is crazy I have a feeling that the end is coming soon,
But every 5 seconds a babies born out its mothers womb,
That special girl in my life where could she be,
Wanna know if she got my myspace message so I check it and see,
As disappointment fills me, I see you everyday and I stop and stare,
But that's as far as I got, so I'll stop right here.
--

I Am

2009-06-19T20:24:00.003-04:00

I am the truth behind your lies
I am the bad effects from liquor,
The thin hair that got thicker,
The leftovers from the other day,
The work when you want to play,
The genius that you've never unleashed,
The fight that got you bloody teeth,
The salvation of God you spread,
The old you that's gone & dead,
The misunderstood child,
The dirty clothes that lay in a pile,
The bad habits that come back,
The teacher that cuts you no slack,
The success you worked hard to achieve,
The chilliness running up your sleeve,
The frostbite @ the tip of your fingers that dissappear,
The resolutions you make and break every new year,
The love when you don't want no lust,
The betrayal of the person you trust,
The allergic reaction from general dust,
The future of your past,
The friendship that will never last,
The car that runs outta gas,
The backtalk & and the sass,
The number you can't count too,
The shoestrings in your shoe,
The knots behind your ties,
The sadness behind your sighs,
The secret between your thighs,
The conscious inside your mind,
The stop behind the sign,
The guilty behind the crime,
The '8 Before the 9,
The pleasure that comes with pain
The loss that comes with a gain
The right mind when your insane
The right side of your absent brain
The fright behind your reaction
The climax whenever you maxin
The heat behind whatever you packing
The pieces you pick up whenever your slacking
The word you can't pronounce right
The terror behind your fright
The darkness when there's no light
The love that evolves from like
The guilty feeling when you messed up
The hurt from every cut
The "who, when, how" with what
The quick reaction when you duck

You see I'm everything that's absent from your life when another's present
The conscious pointing out the wrong, the missing lyrics to the song
So whenever you got one thing going think of the opposite of it
& Realize I'll be there even when you thought that I wasn't.

How To Put Ringtones On Your Sidekick Lx 09

2009-06-02T19:43:00.000-04:00

6 Million Ways

2009-05-14T09:50:00.000-04:00

I heard there's 6 million ways to kill yourself, pardon me as I try out 50,
I heard there's a 100 real niggas left in this world not even 5% is with me,
Born to my mother in April 3, who I still dislike from time to time,
She was the ink that spilled all over me when I started to shine,
This world is crazy I hate ever second down here, and everywhere I look temptations always there,
Makeup or surgery don't matter what you wear,
I see the true person staring at me behind tears,
You can be fly and fresh but no matter what you wear, The true person comes out relating to this knowledge I share,
The lampshade of crime hides the bright bulb of the young minds,
I'm walking the road of redemption but yet it never unwinds,
I ain't got no motivation, my best friend is procrastination,
Never had a destination, everyday is like a vacation,
Kid with the short patience, don't confuse it with a patient,
There's no lines but I'm tryna trace it,
I'm fire, dogg, like a dalmatian,
Pick up the shell and the casing,
Heavy metal like a mason,
They say we lazy and no good but yet my people built this nation,
Man listen I am the truth behind the lies,
The painful look inside ya eyes,
That makes you realize why,
So many brilliant minds to be all over this universe,
But yet rappers lyrics they rather rehearse,
Rather waste time and energy making illegal money, with dope in the back trunk front full of lite skinned honeys,
The realistic perpetration of the young minded dedication,
To the independence of the nations who once held the declaration,
You see I try to land before time, watch as my voice constants more then the conscience in your mind,
I go through just as many hardships as the usual person, no rehearsing the poems that come directly from the dome,
Because I'm also known, drink up my lyrics like patron, surveys show no other real niggas so I'm alone,
Why do I write the obvious do I think that I'm nice?
And if you already know the answer then why ask me twice?
I'm a solution to problems that cross the everyday mind, If you see me STOP like sign,
realize the essence of the trail that I leave behind,
Show on or show off what the guns is for,
And for me and house, we will serve the lord,
A full blown seventh day adventist the streets I ain't missing,
And everyday it's not a girl but my bible that I'm kissing,
Now that's some deep stuff and I say what I mean,
If the next man nice the one before is bad so lets say I'm in between,
So you don't want it real, and you don't want it fake,
So your existence disappears like the high top fade,
A deadbeat dad married a abusive mom and got laid,
You staring at me, I am what they made.

Video Updates! 1st Video Is About Something Special!

2009-05-11T20:48:00.001-04:00

Anyone With Xbox

2009-04-21T14:35:00.003-04:00

I play Halo 3 the most. Ask Stacks what I did to him and his homie.

KwameTheGreat

ldentically Mistaken (Kwame The Greats & Stacks-A-Million's First Collab!!)

2009-04-17T19:30:00.000-04:00

Guys go crazy over this type of girl,
She always pay people no mind cause she's in her own world,
The girl think she fly and look better then the rest,
A human size barbie with the matching b-cup chest,
Fresh sneakers and chanell perfume,
She outta this world the girl from Neptune,
She only shop ain't got time to hit the books,
Every time She walk by a nigga she give him dirty looks, Every girl Envies her and every guy doesn't like her,
And every other day of the week a girl wanna fight her,
But in secret, she's a slide, a easy one time joyride,
Her legs is the only math she knew how to divide,
Hot tension and fumes fill up the room when she walk this way,
The girl got no mind her bra size D is higher then her grades,
She walks back home on the gloomy path of bad,
To her jobless mom and her alcoholic dad,
Runs to go check the mail the mailbox was full,
She scans through them sees a letter addressed to her from her school,
She wonder what it is by now it's raining with thunder,
Come to find out she, won't be graduating this summer,
She goes inside the house open the door of death,
As daddy drags her in the room alcohol still on his breath,
Her mom cries to herself cause she knows she's next, While she hears her husband forcing her daughter to have sex,
The same girl that thinks she got it going on like that,
Is looking in the mirror thinking she's ugly and fat,
If she was such a dime how come she didn't have a man,
But little did she know there was one with a plan,
The kid name was Maxamillion talked his way into her life,
Word got around school that they was hubby and wife,
Days turned into to months and he got what he wanted,
After all those times she sat there and fronted,
He took away her V or known as virginity,
And soon Maxamillion turned into a enemy,
The same guys that dropped jaws now shake they head in shame,
This girl never liked Nintendo but she fell for the game,
She tried to be something that god wouldn't even wanna make,
And she blew her chance like candles on a birthday cake, Now look who's all alone on the road of the forgotten,
The delicate conceited girl was left out in the cold and now she turned rotten,
The moral of this story is conceited girls just be yourself,
Cause in reality you got as many problems as everybody else.

"The Clean Up Man"
-Kwame The Great (The Name Says It All)

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she's a dime and she knows it
i would never try to holla
only because she wouldn't hear it
she can have whatever man
no need to choose one
so i tell her what she already knows and move on
yea she's kinda cute
but i can't turn her flaws into attributes
confused so she's viewed as rude
and im really not in the mood
to satisfy her ego
her towers have fallen
now she stuck at ground zero
but ya view on yaself is pretty lame
could of been a leading dame
it's sad you suffer inner shame
independent woman who intake the most pain
appear strong but dont want to die alone with there self-gain
they seek a man just as any other woman would...
she just puts up a tougher front,
her relationship will end next month
and do not save me the last dance
because my feet are far from perfect
you will be alone along time...
i hope that it's all worth it...
conceited girls hardly make it in the end
and thats why the prom queen only has 3 friends
she is a rose with the thorns
guarenteed heartbreak,
you all have been warned
to all those taken by a pretty face know this,
her beauty can be a shield unnoticed.....

"The Last Real Nigga Left"
-Steven Devaughn

My Old Love For You

2009-04-11T15:42:00.002-04:00

Love you up, down, left, right
You feel my dark path up with light,
Hold my hand kisses make me feel light in the sky,
Your lips taste good like sweet apple pie,
My life is a mistake disappointment around,
You could make me listen hard without making a sound,
I just need to see you, player cards thrown down,
Just need to be with you, I don't care how
Girl I love you, hope this is no gimmick,
I got you already now your heart I want to win it,
Whenever I'm down, or my life I can't bear,
Anger comes to my face, which is wet from my tears,
Wait for you to sign on, you the only one that can make it better,
My sunshine in the winter, warmth in the cold weather,
You don't understand how much you mean to me,
How much I love you, and put no one above you,
If everyone was to leave you the only one I got left,
The only thing that stopped me from taking my last breath

The World Issues [Something Light]

2009-04-05T15:48:00.003-04:00

Man I done did this so many times,
Love unfolding the blinds of ones left behind,
Loving & missing every girl in this world who ain't got nobody to miss them, hug or kiss them,
Trying to prevent this black on black violence,
One minute we all playing, next minute moment of silence,
You see nobody furthers their education, formal relation
Because knowledge is power, how you think the Afghans toppled the tower
Instead of buying books we rather go waste it on Eddie Bowers,
Late night sex, and in the morning wake up to the hot shower,
Guns clapping, niggas rapping, pimp to the hoe slapping,
Whatevers happening, they wanna make a nigga eternally napping,
There's gonna be the haters, that bite off you like alligators,
I predict hostility with weather like Al Cater,
High unemployment keeps rising, young kids keep dying,
Some know how to keep they head up though, so they keep trying,
Some don't know what peace is, so in they gun they trust
Some ain't ever had a girl to love, so all they know is lust
Girls always being confused, they got no reason
Sexuality of em is changing daily like seasons,
Just heard about the black guy who killed his 2 sisters and tried to get the other,
Before cops shot him down, the usual routine for a brother,
You find out your friends ain't the person who you thought to be,
Thats why I'm only worried bout my family and M-E,
You can't defeat the person who has God on their side,
Any situation I get in I wish I could just ride, away,
A lot of people never listen to what I say,
To them I'm just another mouth tryna always figure out,
Things about them and tell them how to live they life,
A lot of people doing things without even thinking twice,
How is it a girl can make so many mistakes and you forgive her call it a truce,
As soon as the guy messes up his neck is in the noose, all hell breaks loose
All a sudden ain't no second chances ain't no moving on with life,
Now she gone, how it feel to get backstabbed with your own knife,
Parents getting stricter on their kids they ain't motivating them no more,
Til the point where the kid commits suicide the bloods on the floor,
Got a black president now, could we ask for more?
But yet the same people who voted for him is not even giving him support,
Everybody losing jobs, technology is replacing us,
We losing all confidence, moral, and trust,
Within ourselves we don't know what to believe I feel this poem was a must.